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feast of the dead

by Morel

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Kostyn Listen to this album and have an empathetic experience. And then do it again. This is an album for under the covers, for long late walks, for midnight freshwater swimming, and for full moons and foggy evenings. Favorite track: sigils made from burning embers.
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1.
you can haunt me i kind of like it still pull ur hair from my mattress miss the way it got there loves a mystery gods a fiction love you always but whats eternity? Lay in my bed saddest I've been drugs are helpful but expensive
2.
whats medicating you these days and nights alone am i a partner in crime or just a foe ur made of bones that i can feel inside my skull I'll keep you there if i get something at all at the bay where i make all my greatest mistakes i see my own reflection and it scares me drinking a beer with the shadows of everyone whose ever loved and left me yeah i dont know how i feel what are you listening to these days and is it still pavement and the soundtrack to Amelie yah the accordian really got to you and in my dreams i watch you draw the things you used to draw all over the pages of my notebook so i cant read the words to my songs but i dont mind cuz i miss u i think theres spirits in these waters that keep on haunting past their due date like moldy peaches on the counter leave a fragrance almost pleasant and i thought i saw a ghost with ur red hat in the park so i ran up to it but all i could say was “how yah been?” and i wish i could of said more but we both know that cant happen bite my tongue before i break down i dont wanna cry in front of u when ur acting fine and im not they say the changing of the seasons counts as time but who is counting, mathematicians and greedy bankers but all that time is, is just perspective and i think i need a change of scenery get myself right out of barrie find someplace where noone knows me cuz i swear this towns gonna get me like it hasnt happened already and ill join those spirits singing at the bottom of the bay will u listen to me?
3.
im all out of of chemicals they run right through me they make me do things that i dont want to ur mind is a mystery I cant see through it like an abstract painting u appear in colors and shapes hows winter all alone my friend? Do you find solace in ur loneliness?
4.
i wanna be an artist i wanna go to parties i want designer stitches die from ur addictions then ill turn 27 are u ok? how have you been it was in the summer slashed tires
5.
let me haunt u ill be the best ghost in ur bedroom i wont make a sound
6.
will u keep me warm in ur favorite sweater and can i curl inside like a kitten would to sleep in lay ur head in my lap and ill exorsize ur demons u dont have to go but i understand ur leavings for the best.. light me on fire and ill burn for the night a lighthouse for you to sail through the dark a star that keeps blinking, suggesting its strength is weakening bit by bit every day and every night carve a cave for me in ur floorboards or ur bedposts where i can come and hide when it starts to get cold and we can hibernate after this bottle recedes in a little emptycabin where we can sleep soundly through the night write me a line so i know ur alive from where ever ur hiding i hear the city gets nice and does it get cold there and do u need me a blanket thats full of insecurities and holes i think eternal night calls me by the first name and winter hides itself in my thoughts and disposition i'll miss the summer air and the sun when it is shining the wildflowers grow but i always have to pick them so they die
7.
you were a glass home. I was a rock. You were a houseboat. I was a shark. With great big teeth to bite into you. This shattered glass still cuts me for you and its starting to be a problem.. you were a cabin. Empty by the sea. I am the ocean. Begging for your feet. Because i miss them. Wading into me. And i miss home that feeling you gave to me and its starting to be a problem you were a bumblebee. And i was the sting. Your a flower in the yard the lawn mower saves. And ill pick ur petals. Trying to get my wish. This empty body trying to get its fix and its starting to be a problem... your like whiskey in a cup. In need of a sipper. And i've been drunk since ive been back, i guess tour really kills you. And ill be dead. Will you remember me. A tiny canoe. Pushed out into the waves and its starting to be a problem your a migratory bird. Heading to some southern shore, and im a timid fox. Chasing my own tail. And its starting to be a problem maybe im the fucking problem
8.
are u at home? Are u alone? Are u in ur bed? Cutting urself. Feeling weightless. Floating nowhere. Casting shadows. Bodies descent yeah.

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"The Feast of the Dead was held by the Huron whenever a large village shifted location, about every 10-15 years. The bodies of all those who had not died violent deaths were removed from their temporary tombs and buried in a common ossuary - a deep pit lined with beaver robes. The ceremony expressed the great affection the Huron held for their dead relatives"
www.thecanadianencyclopedia.ca/en/article/feast-of-the-dead/

this is an album about remembering and honoring those people who leave your life.
it is dedicated to those folks who have entered my life and impacted me in some way. i carry ur bones with me where ever i go.
im sorry

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released January 5, 2018

self-recorded in a bedroom over the fall of 2017 during a series of depressive episodes.

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